Subtle rebellion

Okay so it's not in motion but I'm finally getting the inner teen rebel ness that I have been waiting for. To do something exciting. Exhilarating. Spontaneous. And maybe hanging out with the guys this Saturday might help meeting that since they're lives are way not e interesting than mine I feel....only sometimes.

Amy Lowell

Did I say Whitman? I meant Lowell. Her style is more attractive to me 

Walt Whitman

Watching the Notebook, and see Noah quoting Walt Whotman makes me want to read the poet's books and try grasping the same vocabulary as him. Because I think I'd sound very graceful and wise. Like how people do in movies...

Summer wishes

I watched the Notebook in my room and now watching the commentary by Nicolas Sparks. This is all just a phase but I've been wanting a "summer love" or just a high school dating moment. But it's hard with what your family expects of you and even your friends sometimes, where they have to be of the same faith as me and if I do date then I have to have boundaries. Now I'm not saying I want to break those boundaries but I just want to have fun with somebody, like a regular movie teenager where a guy walks up to talk to you and it starts something...